Its been awhile

It's been awhile since i been on here. I have been so busy and going through some hard times. My ex husband is trying ti take my dd away from me. I cannot afford a lawyer so I am having to do things on my own. I don't know ho to come up with the rest of the money to file my papers. I pray God will help me through this tough time.
Anyway, I have been looking at a lot of blogs, mine looks so plain. I am not good a this computer stuff so if anyone has any ideas, please let me know.:)

not much of a day

I have just been cleaning organizing today. Nothing exciting. I didn't even cook. We had left overs,But i haven't had much of an appetite and my husband did not come home for dinner. So yeah, that was my day. kind of sad huh?

Mother Daughter Luncheon

Today Me and my sweet daughter went to a mother daughter luncheon. We played games, had a doll show. We had a great time. I love my little girl so much. She is so beautiful!
When I got home me, my mother, my son, and daughter went to mickey d's for ice cream, I believe everyone had the same idea today! Most of the people there were getting ice cream
I feel so blessed! This was a wonderful day! I cannot wait for what is in store for tomorrow!

I know he is here

The last few days I have been trying to change my life around. I know it takes time, but i catch my self saying some obscenities . It is very hard when you hear it all the time. Getting straight with God is very difficult when you have no support from loved ones. But im not going to give up!
I had a dream last night, I truly think it was God telling me That no matter what the danger, he will protect me. The dream I had was about some church I went to that wasn't a cover for satanism and was slowing killing people. He tried to kill me, and also tried to kill his wife who was trying to escape him. And I kept praising God, and Each time I would praise him I was losing my breath, I couldn't breath, I felt like the demons where attacking me but even though I had no breath I continued to praise him, and I lived. I know this must be a sign from God, Telling me he will never leave me and this world we live in is filled with evil. But i will continue to fight, continue to praise God.